To be honest!

To be honest I am a little bit tired of America! Not of the people, the school or anything like that!! But I am tired of the way of life! I am tired of living out of town (16 miles/22 km)! I am tired of needing people to drive me! I am tired of not seeing any body but the people at the school, and not get out as much! I am tired of the food, do everything really have to taste like garlic or be fried? I tired of not living a place where I can just go get what I am missing (shopping or groceries) I am tired of not having my own TV! (Haha) I am tired of slow internet connections, I am tired of the fact that there is no public transportation! I am tired of so many freaking things, but hey that will change when I go home! (I am not writing this to be negative, this is just to be honest and when you are a foreign exchange student you have to except that everything aren't like you are used for it to be!

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I just miss you, is there anything wrong with that?

If Grandma had a meaning
I'll tell you what it'd be
if you were close to yours
like mine was close to me

Grandmas are always there
to lend a shoulder and dry your tears
to comfort you in everything
and help conquer all your fears

Despite all the wrong you've done
and all the wrong you'll do
a grandma will always be there
and unconditionally will love you

A grandma will inspire you
to follow your every dream
she tells you “you won’t be alone"
because you're going to be a team

Grandmas are always busy
although their hearts are tame
they tell everyone about you
so everyone knows your name

Grandmas will keep everything
from when you're young till now
and when you dance on Broadway
for her you'll take a bow

Without grandmas we'd be lost
and our tears would not be dry
and we would not be encouraged
to spread our wings and fly

To my grandma I say "Thank you"
My heart will always be
with you every day, and I know
you're here with me.

saterday! yet another day of nothing!!

Going to town in a couple of minutes ;)!!

I know!! I am bored :/

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just another day in paradise

It is Thursday! It is 2.57 pm and soon the bell will ring out!! But for now, for the next 20 minutes all there is is studyhall, which = laptops!! Nothing to do, no homework which is always nice :) later I got golf, and the weather sucks! Great! It has been a boring day, just like any other day!! C'ya -Siri

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Can you give me another try?

I would like another try, try to blog a little more through out the next (my last) couple of months!! My plan is to keep my blog going when I go back to Denmark, to write in English!! so my friends here can see how life is like in a Suburb, how life is like in Denmark, in Europe, you get the idea!!

So I will try again to keep bloggen, often!! I hope this time, I won't promise because I am not good at keeping them about this blogging thing, but I will try!! Thx guys! I will TRY!!!

C'ya!! - Siri

Guys I am sorry

I am sorry that I have to do this in english, but if there is one thing my mind refuse to do it is talking danish, and I know my dad, my dear dad are getting crazybecause of it!!
I am sorry it has been so long since I blogged, but I have so much stuff in my head!
I am sorry that I promised to blog a lot and I didn't!
I am sorry that I haven't answered, haven't wrote back and that I have been absent from everything and everybody lately
I am sorry that I have to say I am sorry, and couldn't just have done it in the first way!
I am sorry, I am sorry, I am sorry!! But I am just confused, there is one part of me who look forward, abselutly can't wait till I am going back to Denmark, to my lovely life, my amazing parents, my caring family, and my awesome friends! But another part of me would give anything and everything to stay! To never see Denmark again! I know this sound horrible, but I am scared! I am scared of what to do, what to feel like, I wanted this (America) so bad, and now it is over or almost over! I have so many friends here, I have a family here, sports here, a school here, a community I LOVE!! But I love the one in Denmark too, but they are just so different, like night and day and that is what scares me!! I am scared that I have been forgotten, that I no longer have any friends, no family and nowhere to go! I know that is not true, I know I got the best friends in the world, a loving family and people who cares, but it just doesn't always feels like it! and in the same way I am scared that when I leave Mobridge-Pollock High, the Norder family, Mobridge, South Dakota, America, that I will be forgotten and that scares me bad, because I want to come back, because there are so many people and things I care about here!! I care about my friends, who did everything to make me feel welcome, I care about the school, who made my dream come true! I care about my hostfamily, both of them who took me in, made me feel at home! I care about a community so great, a community where I since day one have felt like I was welcome and even though it toke some time I feel like I belong.. And most of all I care about my self, and that is why I can't stop to wonder.. What now? What is the future gonna hold? I am scared!! It is actually a little silly because I went to America without knowing ANYTHING or ANYBODY! And I wasn't really scared, not that much though!! and now I am scared? of going home? To a place I lived for 15 years, a town I know better that my own backyard? Friends that have been there forever, since I was little, since I started school, since ya Forever! Friends I can trust, who I know cares and I am scared to go back to them? A family who was always there for me, a family who worked there buts of for me, who I know love me and who I love! A family who always supported me and looked out for me, and I scared to go back to them? But I am scared, I am scared! So scared I can't sleep at night, so scared that I can't think about anything else, and I don't know what to do!! It is like I am scared of all the safe, what dumb thing to be scared of!! But I am scared that the "safe" changed or how the "safe" is gonna change!!
I am sorry that I am scared!! - I am sorry I am no longer the same Siri!!

so sorry!!

Undskyld for den manglene bloggen!! Ville bare lige dele nogle billeder fra min dejlige aften på golfbanen og aftensmad i klubhuset til en skolepengeindsamling!! Tvillinger, jeg og dreng der hedder Jalen gik ud med mine køler og slog ud og pottede!!

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Finally Free

I know it is forever since I blogged! Have just been doing so much lately!! Just wanted to share my new favorite song with you'll! I absolutly love this song, and it is really good to describe your feelings if somebody loved passes away! It is from the show Make It or Break It, which is my favorite show! It is Josie Loren (Kaylie Cruz in the show) and Johnny Pacar (Damon Young in the show) that sings it!!!!
Lyrics:
Like a shooting star across the sky
Kissed the clouds and softy sighed
Goodbye
So I stare into the galaxy
And trace the path that used to be
That used to be your light.
I try to make the seconds last
Pretend the moment hasn’t passed
Wishing on a fallen star
Won’t change the truth of where you are.
Still I miss you
And I wish you everything that heaven holds
I pray with all my might.
Still I miss you
And I wish you everything that heaven holds
And when you go to sleep tonight
Your soul is finally free
Finally free
Finally free